don't be sad, baby jane.

is what my mom once said to me when i was feeling bad about myself, and for some weird reason it made me feel a whole lot better at the time. now, if there was anything left to say, it would more likely be something along the line "what ever happened to baby jane?"

life is rather disappointing but nothing new there i guess.

i've also had this good-for-nothing excuse of a blog for over a year and a half now, and i realized that nobody still knows that i even have one. do i really just enjoy writing to myself so much that i don't even want to bother telling someone about it? well, anyway, i deleted a whole bunch of old entries just in case someone other than me ends up reading this crap someday.